wish i could keep you much longer...

ok i just erased a whole two paragraphs of shit talking cuz...idk i felt i'd regret it later.



[i dont want no problems with no motherfuckers.] <<< i know you like that colloquialism. (sp?)



so...what am i gonna write about now? am i gonna write about the mouse im waiting for?

yeah, theres a mouse hanging around my kitchen and we keep forgetting to buy an effing TRAP.

tomorrow...yes tomorrow we shall.



boy #1 is texting me. he's always texting me. but truth be told, i go looking for the attention sometimes. thing is, im tired of being alone.



and damn, for some reason its worse when its cold outside. i dont know why.



and i dont know why it's taking me this long to finish this damned blog post. its 12:46 AM now. i've got the urge to text boy #2 to see whats up. we havent texted each other in a while. well..lets say "i havent texted him in a while" he hasnt either but its always me to initiate conversations.



if thats how you want it, so be it. wont be like that for long though, i can promise you that.



so i texted him and im gonna get an answer back (hopefully) and we'll start talking about how we dont text each other anymore. like always...funny how i know exactly whats going to be said.



prove me wrong, please.


hmm...no text back after the fourth text...its okay. w/e

i need to move the EFF out of here and start allllll over. yeah, maybe. or not. who knows? i wont till it happens lol

so umm what's this blog supposed to be about? i still dont know, maybe i never will.
i think thats my cue to sign off and go to bed.
that mouse hasnt shown up yet. he stood me up. damn.

boy#1 stopped texting me, i can now hear the mouse moving around behind the stove or whatever...yeah i need to go to bed.

"if you care enough...."