sorry

i'm not doing the "holidays" post yet because...well the holidays arent over yet.
new years eve is here and we're having it at my house. again.

sooooo i'm making cheesecake with a red velvet crust which popped up in my head after i made those kick ass red velvet cookies for christmas. i hope none of those food channel fools have made that already and if they have....oh well. it's off to publix tomorrow during the madness and i'll be up late for my 2nd thursday in a row...making cookies so i can crush them into the perfect crust i want.
now...making the cheesecake itself is another story. but i'll manage.

and with one week and a half left in Miami, the anticipation is killing me. everything irritates me (i'm having women issues right now, use your imagination i wont be spoon feeding you here.) and makes me want to leave but i know i'll definitely regret feeling that way so i get rid of those feelings as quick as they come. i need to enjoy time with family.

whats that you ask? new years resolutions??
i dont think i believe in those anymore lol so many people have said they would do this and that but never do it including me so...i dont plan anymore...especially because i dont know what God has in store for me this year. it might be totally different to what i want to resolve so i will just wait on Him and do my part in school. i think thats enough.

im working on a new piece of writing by the way. i feel good about this one because there is so much potential going on with it. i definitely will be saving this for publication.

anyway...i think i need to sit outside for a little bit...take a break from the computer and stuff.