10.20.89-12.08.08
seems like only yesterday that your laughter filled the air...
and whatever i was going through, you were always there.
how you gave up all your love and time
to those who were in need
in my heart you'll always be a part of me...
one year ago, i lost one of my best friends in the world
and my heart broke into a thousand peices and i dont know if i can find all of them to put it back together again. but slowly i've found a few.
i just miss her so much. and whenever i try to explain how i feel, i get the same crap.
"i know i understand".
maybe you dont. because i dont feel you do. we've heard it all before and for once we want to hear something else.
well...im trying my best to live my life because living and remembering shes not with me is just going to bring me down forever.
anyway...i love you Adina. and i miss you very very very much.
i'll see you again where the sun is always shining
i'll see you again where sorrows are no more.
where we'll join hands together and we'll sing around the throne
can hardly wait till the day i see you again.
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boy #1 and i are getting a lot closer. and i realize we have the best times when its cold outside. @LadyNeuro wrote this in her blog :"winter is the time for companionship" and i agree 100%. maybe thats why i wont let go of him, why my mind suddenly changed about him. nobody wants to be alone during the winter. i know i dont for sure.
so bring on the cold weather and love me hard. i'm waiting for you.
oh...since i havent slept in almost 48 hours, im ready to collapse. theres this episode of grey's anatomy that i always think of when im extremely tired and about to hit my bed. it's one of the early episodes and i think the interns had just finished their internship so she and "mcdreamy" decide not to have sex that night and just....sleep. and once meredith hits the bed she says "thank GOD"
yes...thank GOD for rest.
until next time...
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